Don't get lost in heaven.

"Don't get lost in heaven."
Oh but I did.
I got lost. I'm so lost. Let me describe my surroundings. Darkness everywhere. Cold. Damp. But, there's one single light but it's so far away. It's been like this for a month. The light has been my salvation. It's been there for me when I needed it when the sun hasn't come out. The sun hasn't come out it a few months now. I've been waiting for so long. Last night made me realize it probably won't come back. The light has been getting bigger. Maybe it's a new sun. Well, not new because.. well.. the light has been in my life before. I think it's coming back now. I hope so. I really loved that light. Concidering the sun hasn't been here in a while, I lost hope and focused on the light that continues to grow. If that makes any sense to you.
Which it probably doesn't but that's okay. Cause I know what it means.
I want the sun to come back :(
Peace and Love,
Katy

I hate this song because it was written for you.
I feel like I'm one of those mice in the maze. And they have to find the cheese. But in the end, there really is no cheese. They're just searching. They are always searching. Just like me. I am always searching. Not for the cheese but for you know, something. I feel like I'll be in this maze forever and I'm never getting out.